My brother is going to UK next year for short winter holiday.

I HATE YOU!!!

I thought we made a promise that you will wait for me :(

I felt super guilty!

I'm sorry B!

I know I been neglecting you for a week. And the worst part was I actually forgot our anniversary till I had my phone's reminder to ring me. I'm such a bad girlfriend, I know. And I know you just can't get it why I been such a mood swing recently. Because I used to soo confident in exams that sometimes you just forgot I was on exam period. But this sem is sooo different. I been in so many troubles that I didn't have time to study and sooo heavy subjects :(

I'm sooooorry..I know it's irratating that I always promise we will have long chat in the nights but every, each time of this week I just felt asleep less than 2 mins we actually chat.

My bad!!!

SOORRRY!!

jgn marah ek! :D
And you know I missed a lot of things that I crave for ages because of my exam, right?

And

I still love you !!!

so, jgn merajok ok?!

But I still not going to marry you..hahaha *evil laugh

By looking this pic, I guess you people will understand why I don't wanna marry him! haha!! I want mature, decent looking guy! and him, sgt cam perempuan. And people who just started to read my blog, seriously, I'm not lesbian. I'm 100% straight!

oh ya!

Happy Anniversary!

Hope we have many many of anniversary to celebrate!!

XOXO,
gossip girl..hahaha..saje :P

I would say New Moon rather boring. Quite disappointed and I felt like basically watching some classical movie with superb slow line.

The new director is SUCK! What the heck with Edward and Bella running slowly in the jungle with some cottage attire? Sooooo classic-stupid-weird ok! And holy shit, the lines.. OMG, seriously I'm so going into sleep.

Edward changed his style. His hair is shorter than before, less messy which means less sexy. ha! :p I missed his Twilight's style soo badly. It was decent with little of rebellious. It's cute but this one it's too clean and his make up is so fake. It's so obvious that he has the skin powdered.

But credits to Kristen. I think she improved a lot in acting skill, not too fake.

Again, like Harry Potter's movies. Disappointed :(

Jazzie is sooo going to die with all the books on top of me!!!

Gosh! I guess someone must experience it. When you sleep, all your mind will automatically refresh back all the formula and theories you just read. And basically you're studying unconsciously. :(

After all sort of relationship and troubles, I tend take it as lesson now. I'm so afraid to get into such complicated trouble again. So now I prefer to make clear the line at beginning instead of leaving it and pretending I know nothing.

Actually, I quite amaze with those who accepted what I wish the relationship to be. And yes, we still friends although sometimes it's seems odd. But really, don't you think credit should give to them who still keep you as friend instead of avoiding you after the line is drawn? I really look up with those friends and it really shows how gentleman are them.

Jazzie is craving for Josh Groban. haha!

He like totally physically fit my dream guy! :p I like guys with nature curl hairs. It looks soo adorable to me and decent look with alto voice.. lala~~

The only thing that cheer my mood by watching him singing!

Seriously, you won't believe tons of to-do list needed to be done.

1. writing letter to postpone my studies for college as I going to do internship
2. writing letter to MARA to postpone funding me.
3. writing essay for scholarship application.
4. 2 weeks from final exam which I got so many thing yet to cover.
5. make a call on Monday to MRSM, asking them to delivery my SPM cert.
6. make a call tomorrow to Mr. Chen, asking him for red creasent's cert
7. forced to read some of the chapters from previous sem subject as my friend begging me to teach her for repeating her paper. (Like, there is no lecturers at all in college! And force me come on days that I have no classes on the day)

That's all in my mind now. I guess still a lot that I have not list down.

Jazzie is going to do her intern in Petronas.. lala~~~~

Applied it like 2 months ago!! Thought I didn't get it!! OMG!

Jazzie is going to audit Petronas' account!!

(not really audit, I'm only intern! but still ... lala~~)

Sooo cute!!! Ellen Degeneras kept entering in the wrong key! haha.. But she looked soo cute!And sooo funny when Josh Groban was,"turn around, turn around!" hahaha!!

YES, I LOVE MY LIFE NOW!

If you happen to read this,

I LOVE YOU!!!

don't turn around.

I said you!!

yes!

I LOVE YOU!!

You make my life colourful.

Thank you!

In the mood of Josh Groban!!!

You're still you!!

I got the most expensive birthday present ever from my brother and his girlfreind. And it was late because it needs to order first. It's written there, made in Spain. hmm.. or China? haha.

Koko, if you soo nice to read my blog.

THANK YOU!!

I LOVE YOUR GF MORE :P

OMG! haha.. Now, I'm happy.

For the the time I wasted online instead of study finally paid off.

Only god how many emails I sent to universities and colleges asking for information on ACCA. Yes, I cried at one point after knowing that 90% of them did not provide full time course as for UK, ACCA usually for degree holders and working people. My heart totally broken that my senior suggested the only way is taking degree first. But this is not my plan! Somehow, I know the god loves me! hehehe

I guess this will be my last post about going abroad. I guess my readers got quite boring with this, right? XD

And secondly, I got accepted by Petronas for internship from Jan 2010 to June 2010. Mostly, I will be doing audit which I never learn it before but the person who called me up managed to convince me that audit it just about calculating provision for tax and stuff like that. oh ya! Now, what she said make sense. She was talking about internal auditing and I was thinking about external auditing! haha. Now, only I realised. See, is good to blog! :D

Thirdly, I'm okay with my baby. And Steph, again, got superb irritated with me. Fine lor, next time I don't want find you. I will tell you when I successfully delivery a superb adorable baby,ok? :p And you're definitely not going to be her godmom! oh! your creepy hands :P

Now, I can happily study because everything works according to plan.

And I'm sooo love my life now. Don't you?

I'm sooo blue today! And Kenny, not the blue ok!

[Random]

I was soo excited and unbelievable that actually Malaysia has "Sex" shop which the next day,

Jaz: you know hor! I got dildo pressie from my friend!

H: who? who? wanna see!!

Jaz: later I show you ok?

Next hour

H: wei.. I wanna see lar.. I never see b4!!

Jaz: OMG!! you really believe that.

And I need half and hour the convince that I didn't receive any of it! WTF =.=

So now what?? Am I that hamsap or people think that my friends are hamsap?

He went to Calbury's factory in Birmingham without me!!! Hate you!!! OMG!! it's soo like small disneyland inside!!! haha!

And still I'm blue :( wtf =.=

Tomorrow it's someone birthday!!!

I wanted to dedicate her loooooog post but seriously I don't what to say as I wrote her a superb long letter last year for her birthday about our friendship. Still, Steph, you want to hear I repeat again? hehe.

She indeed an amazing friend because she's born in November! November's child is always smart, pretty and tall. Right, Steph? hehe.. *ahem*cough* serious now. oh ya! reminder: Prepare a box of tissue before you read it :D

Sometimes, you know.. I do wonder why and how on earth you can stand my behaviour. I get moody easily and-as-you-know-my bad-attitudes. But, you seldom complain and do you? Like SW quoted, backstab? XD

But, I missed you a lot. I miss the time you helped me with studies. The time we make cookies, muffins and cake together. The time you slept over at my house. And forever I remember your ahem hand! hahaha! I will make sure if I have kids, I will warn them, "don't see this aunty very pretty and kind, beware of her creepy hands!" XD

And the time we owned the fitting room. The typical yet fun activites with bestie! I promise you if I get to fly to UK next year, I will buy you Karen Millen's gown for your 21st birthday! (I need time to save monies aslo.. designer's always expensive)

I missed all the moment and I hope we still able to do all this although we are getting old, married, having kids.

Because, you always always my bestie.

and my own version of HERMIONE!!

I LOVE YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HERMIONE!! :D

MUAKZ!

P.S: I still keep all the letters too :D

haha.. No wonder I can't find my course in UCAS! I should apply thru UKPass!

I'm now consider a postgraduate! wah!! sounds so brilliant now...

:p

give me brat for while cannot meh! XD

p.S: Khay Ling turned her hubby to real Malaysian now!! He speaks "la!!" haha :p